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Name
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SailorSaturn
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| Base Mood |
fuzzy |
| Personal Mood |
Fuzzy, hazy... close enough. As time goes on, it feels like the whole entire five years slowly fade into nothing. Some of the most positive and cherished moments of the relationship is starting to fade from memory, and I feel over time these past events are going to fade into nothingness.
I'm already going back through 5 years of photographs on my phone, it felt as if some of the memories were fabricated. I think give it more time and I will lose the memory of Nick forever, no different than the discarded feelings I had with every person before him.
In the past, that would be his greatest fear, of not remembering him or his strong desire of wanting to be loved by me. Now, he doesn't give a flying bull about me and furthermore I no longer see him in my future whereas last week I would at least have a glimmer of hope that paths would cross.
Disappear into the abyss. In time, I know I will forget you and when you feel regret at that point, I would be reduced to complete amnesia from you and I would walk by as if I never met you, have zero collection of the past, and no resolve to get to know you. I just want to fade and blend into oblivion. |
| Mood Changed |
Today |
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| Sex |
Female |
| Homepage |
https://www.linkedin.com/in/sailorsaturn/ |
| ICQ |
10123861  |
| AIM |
MessiahNoSaturn |
| Interests |
Japanese anime, web design, music, gardening, art, poetry |
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