Yesterday I had to officially let go of a friend. I have known her for years and thought we would be friends for a very long time. I was wrong.
She doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. After over 4 years of me being there for her as she cried and laughed and hoped and dreamed. She no longer wants too acknowledge me as a friend even to herself, let alone others. She has succumbed to societal pressure and believes that we cannot be friends because we are from two different worlds.
I believe friendship can span many borders if allowed to flourish. Friendship means everything to me. She believes only like people can be friends.
So Yesterday she asked me not to write to her through her myspace anymore. She never gave me her new email address and says she doesn't have one. So, unfortunately this is it.
I can't hang onto a friendship that she no longer wants and is embarrassed of. So, alas, fairwell.
You may read this sometime, and I wanted you to know that I will miss you.
Should you ever want to be friends again, my email, myspace and facebook. They will all be there, and so will I.
I wish you luck in life and I hope you find what it is you are looking for.
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