i love people you could never even fathom. they love me, too, in manners so sentimental. we understand one another and we need nothing else. the problematic, too, are people which deserve loving. they challenge me perhaps, but they are lovely nonetheless.
i promise i will hold your hand, always. i know i am often distant, but you mean the universe to me. no matter what anyone has said of you, i've known you were worth it. maybe i don't always understand you. but i understand that you are a human too and your humanity bleeds through you as golden papers collapse under flame. with complete and utter ease. without, even, realization!
you could never understand how beautifully human you are. you have always been capable of recovery and i have known it. i will stand here with you no matter what. i know you will get better. i know you will do it yourself. but i will hold you up and watch you struggle brightly, push you forth, keep you steady. we will preserve this progress. we will overcome.
there is no one on this earth i have given such faith to, who has not proven themself fruitful. you have blossomed beautifully and i am soso proud.