i feel truly happy...!!! today 2 of my bestest friends graduated. im so very very proud of them. we went to one of their houses and ate dinner and cake and tortured each other and hit each other with a giant inflatable dick and bounced on a trampoline during sunset and rode home listening to good music. my knees are scraped and im so out of breath and im filled with so much love for my friends. i forgot how lovely it is to feel like you truly belong with a group of people. i love my friends so much, they're my world. <:))) its days like this i remember that i want to be alive for them.