Saying this on imood instead of a blog post just so i can make sure she doesn't see this, she never checks my website anyway but she does know it exists

my best friend of over five years has been pissing me off so much lately, she's just so judgmental towards me. Like, I'll make a joke or bring something up that she slightly doesn't like, and she'll be like... "umm... no." and laugh awkwardly in this obnoxious ass way and move on. it's like instead of acknowledging i said something she doesn't like she just tries to shut me up and move on fast as possible.

the other day i asked her to watch alien stage with me and she said no, she's seen clips and it's "disgusting" she doesn't care that it's been one of my top favorite pieces of media for three+ years, or that it's only like two hours to consume literally all of it comics and everything, she sees clips and says it's "too gay" and grosses her out.

i've had this festering problem with her for a while, she does so many things i can't STAND and i'm losing the ability to want to talk to her anymore. besides, she's been basically ignoring me lately, ignoring things i send her and not responding to my texts for hours or days, despite the fact i KNOW she has the time to.

to be clear, i'm not saying i'm entitled to her time or her attention. but she's not entitled to mine either. i want to find better friends. i've wanted to for a long time.