switching everything and learning to
live differently / stay solitude cuz
what im doing isnt working currently.

been wanting river, wishing i could
have butters back, outcasted by my
new friends, even while taking care.

so im gonna try to live on as alone
as possible if i dont forget, for
their and my own sake. brother has
also made fun of me for this, mocking
for self harm and suicide, and saying
im the reason im depressed, so sadly
it gave me the motivation to cut. i
know, super funny, but i want to log
it because i was doing very good.

i will be logging out of imood and
replacing ny current life with another
i wish someone could even hear this :(