really, truly relieved and happy for the first time in a while. my sheets are clean, my floor is walkable, i actually showered, and i got back into a past hyperfixation from forever ago. think i accidentally formed an. absolutely awful f/o, but talking to my partner about it has been really funny :] he even changed his pfp to the character on his side account and thinks hes cute too so i dont feel as weird. i feel comfortable. ive been laughing for the past hour. things feel nice