I don't know what exactly happened, but something broke in me. And I know I should feel something about it but I really don't. It's not like giving up, but I've also let my career and education stop consuming every aspect of who I am. I know it's a bad thing, but I can't bring myself to care. I'm not burnt out because I'm still working and I still have a desire to work. It's almost like I'm disgusted by everything around me, like my gag reflex is just about to be triggered. I love and hate what I've become, and the two cancel each other out.
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