I feel sad today. I think I will cry a little bit. one day I will see someone and think, wow, they're so pretty, im attracted to them romantically, I have a crush on them just like I used to. I feel barren and dry nkw that I am entirely incapable of feeling love. I dknt think I'm ever going to feel attracted to someone the way everyone does ever again. my friends can do it so why can't I they always get mad at me and make fun of me because I don't have anyone to talk about and blush about. I've never liked the concept of love but it feels kind of bad to nkt be able to do it, it makes you feel frigid and frankly a bit cruel