I am a loner, despite having tons of friends and hanging out with them frequently. I keep my secrets from the people closest to me and my ambitions are mostly just my own. I am afraid of existential things that I alone cannot control, so I seek hope in revolutionary thought that pushes my innermost feelings to the fringes of what is acceptable by society, and therefore I don’t want to share it to my friends or family members. This is what makes me feel alone.