HAPPY KIRKMAS EVE! Anyway,
Hi. Yesterday was kind of a disaster, but i'm feeling alright now... The past week has felt kind of blah but i think it's just the growing feeling of LIFE SUCKS but oh well WE all persevere, regardless i've been happy. Favorite artist i mentioned a couple days ago, he did follow me back and didn't have a severe reaction and KILL ME for being a stalker. I felt good about that! I've been wanting to draw and website and music but i just haven't felt it recently, maybe i will soon...
Oh and one thing i don't know how i feel about. I logged in to my old instagram from 2020 because i dug up my old phone, i was spiraling hard the other day but i'm looking at it and i get this weird somber, empty feeling. I still have multiple people unblocked, i don't plan on using the account but it feels odd looking down the path i came from. I don't hate it, i don't like it, i'm feeling weird.